http://jst-79.livejournal.com/ jst_79 - LiveJournal.com Fri, 06 Jan 2006 08:14:40 GMT LiveJournal / LiveJournal.com jst_79 9098414 personal http://jst-79.livejournal.com/1015.html Fri, 06 Jan 2006 08:14:40 GMT http://jst-79.livejournal.com/1015.html I am going to vent, and hopefully someone will answer......I am sorry, don't mean to sound like a pathetic looser........blah<br /><br />angry, mad, frusrated.....fuck!!!!!!!!! can't explain how I feel, so much inside that I want to fucking EXPLODE!!!!!!! can't cut...not able to...made a promise, but want to cry, scream. shout, and do you know what is sad? it's b/c I am drinking, that is the ONLY time I can FEEL ANYTHING when sober, I am fine, calm, take things as they are, (even though they are fucked up)......FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK anyway out of my mess? anyone want to respond? I am up, awake, not able to sleep, high as a kite (but not on anything) FUCK http://jst-79.livejournal.com/1015.html public 0 http://jst-79.livejournal.com/402.html Wed, 04 Jan 2006 07:40:37 GMT http://jst-79.livejournal.com/402.html Hello everyone, <br /><br />I am new to this site, and since it is a site about cutting, may I talk about my experiences? I mean just the fact that I have cut probably ten years ago, stopped, and now it has started again, like a crazy cyclone, just keeps coming and coming....can you guys help? at least help me understand WHY?! http://jst-79.livejournal.com/402.html public 0