Below are the 2 most recent journal entries recorded in jst_79's LiveJournal:

Friday, January 6th, 2006
1:12 am	venting I am going to vent, and hopefully someone will answer......I am sorry, don't mean to sound like a pathetic looser........blah angry, mad, frusrated.....fuck!!!!!!!!! can't explain how I feel, so much inside that I want to fucking EXPLODE!!!!!!! can't cut...not able to...made a promise, but want to cry, scream. shout, and do you know what is sad? it's b/c I am drinking, that is the ONLY time I can FEEL ANYTHING when sober, I am fine, calm, take things as they are, (even though they are fucked up)......FUCK FUCK FUCK FUCK anyway out of my mess? anyone want to respond? I am up, awake, not able to sleep, high as a kite (but not on anything) FUCK (Comment on this)
Wednesday, January 4th, 2006
12:40 am	new Hello everyone, I am new to this site, and since it is a site about cutting, may I talk about my experiences? I mean just the fact that I have cut probably ten years ago, stopped, and now it has started again, like a crazy cyclone, just keeps coming and coming....can you guys help? at least help me understand WHY?! (Comment on this)